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Sometimes i wish i did not have a heart. Why??? Becuase then it would not hurt so much. I guess at the moment my thinkin is all over the place.. treated like a peice of sh*t there for i must be one. Why??? Becuase why else would it happen...



I always believe that no matter what happens you should treat people how you want to be treated and i kinda live by this rule.. So does this mean if im treated like sh*t i should return the favour.. No and hell No becuase its just not who i am..and i wont hurt anyone that way.. You may say im a walk over and maybe its true..( it is lol) I know who i am and i like me.. just somtimes i wish i had the power the power to take back the one thing i gave away.. But don't give me wrong if you push me to far like most people i will snap.. I will stand up for what i believe in and fight for what i think is right..(this does not mean it is right)



At the moment i think Im lost... and maybe i will find my way out of my thoughts or i wont.. As i said my heads all over the place at the moment..

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Iholdmybreathe
16:38 Oct 25 2012

Dovey... remember life is about experience the pain you over come will only make you a superior to those who have caused you such grief

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queenofchaos
00:23 Oct 26 2012

You're not a push over darklass, and you have the kindest heart there ever was. You love with everything you have...and you treat everyone with respect and kindness. You just don't know yet..but all the pain now, is building you and making you stronger!

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Deola
20:08 Oct 26 2012

I know I keep telling you that it will pass and everything is for a reason but it really truly is..in my last breakup I was literally suicidal...



5 years later, now I see that it was meant to happen for me to get something better..for my life to take a different path



**hugs**



look at all these comments and remember there are those of us who love you unconditionally

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queenofchaos: only if rich and SINGLE and have a nice shaved vagina



(taken from a converstaion in her cam.. Omg..soo f**kin funny.)

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queenofchaos
20:31 Oct 24 2012

I'm telling you...



This is what the start of your profile should read.



Hi, my name is darklass.



I have a vagina...and I only seek, rich waxed VAGINA(s).



Got it??



Apply within.



Thank you...darklass.

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Do you ever wish that you could turn of your thoughts.. Just go for a little while without thinking about things.. I wish i could at the moment that the one thing i can't get out of my head would leave me alone just for a little while.. I find that even when i try to stop it makes me think about it more.. dam what i would give for just a little peice with out it going over and over in my mind..

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Sabastianthebat
21:46 Oct 16 2012

Yes I do! My mind is constantly thinking about things.

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I never said i was pefect, cause im far from it. I have my flaws and make mistakes just like everyone else. I may not be beautiful.. but i am me and im pretty ok with that. I know im not hot.. But im a good person, if i can make one person smile or laugh in the day i feel my day has been worth it. I'm far from being pefect and will probley make more mistakes in my life..I just have one request..if you don't like me then don't talk to me, I'm not gonna change for anyone..so if you don't want to talk to me then say so. I'm quiet happy to leave you alone. Just don't make me feel like shit becuase i can do that all by myself..

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queenofchaos
21:40 Oct 13 2012

You're PERFECT darklass, as perfect as they come, honestly.



I've had the honor of knowing you for 6 years now, and I just absolutely adore you!



Your kind words, your support to me alone over the last 6 years is something that I have been blessed to hear/feel.



Thank you for being the best friend anyone can ask for.



Oh and as for beautiful, you FAR SURPASS anyone! Beauty starts within my dear, and you are goodness, through and through.



♥

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You know my life is not perfect. And its not where i want it to be, but im working on that. I have learned to take it one day at a time. I look for the good in the day, somthing to be thankful for. I do this becuase if i did not i honestly don't think i would want to get out of my bed in the morning. I carry on fight each day i look for the beauty in the world, it maybe a small thing but its always postive and thats what gets me through the days one day at a time.So i say look for the postives in the day it may just make things a little bit easer. My life may not be perfect or where i want it to be but i know it could be alot worse so yeh im thankful for what i have got..

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Deola
00:26 Oct 13 2012

There is beauty all around us ALL the time, sometimes it just takes a little searching to find it :)

**hugs**

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I miss them more than words can say. I miss seeing them smile. To hear them first thing in the morning. I would really like to be able to give them a hug..No matter what happens i think i will always miss them. I can't get them out of my heart and im not sure i want to.. You both made my life so much better.. It just sucks i had to leave and end but back where i don't want to be.. Missing you hurts so bad sometimes..But we will get through this.. Each and everyday i find something to smile about..and remembering thing does just that.. I love you.. and i miss you more and more each passing day.. and maybe just maybe i will get to see you both again soon.

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Crysanimum
18:47 Oct 12 2012

I understand! I miss many too. It hurts, but you just have to plug away at life. You will get through and time will pass.

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